Friday, April 30, 2010

First, he say hurtful words.. next I hang up on him three times despite me telling him how much I hate the hurtful comment on me. Now instead of me that should feel angry for what he say, he is angry or whatever reason, maybe the three times that I hang up on him..

How ironic..?

Will you still smile off and agree with everyhing he say that isn't true? After a whole night, I finally think through..some thing just can't be force. If he really like saying those so much, then just go ahead. I will not comment on anything, no matter how hurtful u say. Even if one at day, u were to say things like how cheap I am. Just go ahead.. Caring too much on how u comment on me really have been a torture for the pass one year..

You never fail to comment and link me with other guys even when I tell you I am working OT, I am going out with my girlfriends.. You can even link me to other guys when I took slightly longer time to reach ur place. if you mention that it's just a joke, why must a joke go so far as if I am really doing it?? Am I really that bad or are you just throwing all ur past experience on me?

This time, I will just let out all emotion in me and tell myself, you shouldn't be doing this to yourself anymore..

Hazel, love urself more..

Signing off @