♥ 小笨妹

Unspeakable

I used to say out whatever I feels but I find it useless now.

This time round, I chose to keep to myself.

I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did I have to love so much?

Maybe, you just dont feel how I feel. And I know you're trying very hard to make me smile, you just have your way

Signing off @

6:40 PM

18th Monthsary / Granny's 68th belated Birthday / Snowy puppy

Time flies! My subject tells alot, I doesn't need to say more. It has been 18th months...

Head to West Mall then to my Granny's place for dinner.

Can tell me what is the design for this cake? Little Alfrence chose a Transformer cake for Granny =/ So cute

Starting Baby & I cant even tell which is the head

See? They are fighting to cut the cake!

Aftermath head to Baby's aunt hse to see her puppy. Damn cute. Miniature are always the cutest

It will tilt his head this way when you make some noise

We head for hokkien mee supper at Gombak before going back home

Signing off @

11:56 PM

Curry for Dinner!

Baby came over for dinner at my place before going back to his. It's pouring when we left my place, Luckily its just drizzling..

Made these for baby's family

Dried oranged skin with Guava.. Yummy!

Luckily today's friday.. NO WORK!

Baby think Yukis is some circus dog (Think he watch too much v)

Trying to let yuki balanced the tissue on her head

Taa--daaa!

She can do it :)

Signing off @

11:45 PM

15year old having sex 300times!

I feel like slapping her! Specially the way she talk!

Signing off @

4:29 PM

Worried

I can't slp, I cry for my brother, I am worry for him

My eyes is so wide open at freaking 2.30am. Yet I can't share my worries with anyone. I dont talk to someone abt it, I keep thinking of it. Luckily got my sis to msn with me till now. Even though I didnt tell what happen, but just casual chatting about our life ease my tension. If not, my mind may start wondering again.

Each time I feel like sharing, that fucker always piss me off. So forget it

Yuki suddenly like asthma attack at 2am. Scare me :*(

I wish I can enjoy the sea breeze now and sort out all my thinking

Signing off @

2:36 AM

Same things happen again. When I am angry, in turn things turn around to be you.

I learnt my lesson, I shouldn't always pick up the phone so quickly. I shall let it ring longer even if I can answer it immediately when I am in the mist of playing games. Just cos you're used to me picking up immediately, you expect the same thing to happen always.

You expect ppl to accept ur reason but you can't do the same. In that case, I shouldn't have always accept urs so easily.

Anyway, Happy Birthday granny ;) love u as always..

Signing off @

10:56 PM

We dont talk like couples, we talk like friends

Where did all the sweet little stuff goes?

Signing off @

9:54 PM

Counting down

Searching and planning itinerary :)

Another 4 more months I will be away from this place, away from my ~~fuck up~~ office

Signing off @

1:57 PM

Only work 4days this week

Although didnt plan anything for this long weekend but I am still bloody excited :D

Side track...

Baby sent me to work this morning. Before that he took me for breakfast at Botak Jones' Coffee Shop

On the way met Baby's mum. She passed me a hotdog bread. At the coffee shop, baby asked me two egg ok?

Me: I also want one bread
Baby: Got bread liao still want bread? You very Than Chi lea.

:( I just want the bread. Cannot?

My already-finished-egg&bread

*Grin* Full and satisfied!

Signing off @

10:29 PM

Jack's Place / Birthday Celebration / 香港宅

Can't believe its my virgin trip to Jack's place :) but main purpose there is to celebrate Xiangling's bf Birthday..

Food is nice, service is good (@ Bukit Timah) We ordered and shared the side dishes..

p/s: I bought my camera with me when I left my hse but forgot to bring it out with me :( all below using phone's camera, quality sucks lo

No close focus from camera, so the skin look so blur XD

I forgot what's the favour of this pizza

My main dish is Grilled fish w Chicken

Kinda miss the potato now.. Yummy~

This is NICE!

Surprised Xiang ling's bf with the cake

30 is a big number, I hope mine wont come so early!

Let me introduce......

This 香港宅 Kawaii boh?

Fell in ♥ with it at first sight! His thick brow and swim-wear makes him look so sexy!

The reason for naming him 香港宅 is b'cos he came all the way from Hong Kong :)

And he loves milktea with bread :)

Signing off @

11:13 PM

Day OFF!

Gave myself an excuse to slack and not going to work..

Baby came to pick me up at my place and I went for facial.. End up signing a package that I never want :( That's my problem, I always find it so hard to reject people specially when I know that person plus they help me (with my skin problem).

Dinner at Baby's place before heading home. My fatboy craves for tibits, so, we bought some at Econ mart before going back to my place.

I love how I spend my day today.

Home-No work-Baby-Home-Baby.. When Can I slack more?

Baby just left my place

Signing off @

12:59 AM

I keep grumbling to myself today since i stepped out of the hse

add on: feeling so grumpy even after lunch time. Hate this.

Signing off @

9:29 AM

counting sheep and goats now

I am a sensitive freak. so?

Signing off @

2:15 AM

Bukit Panjang Plaza / Mos Burger / HongKong Cafe

Took half day off, Baby's sis pick me up from workplace. We then head over to Expo to pick my baby up :) Finally his exams is over today..

Drove to Bukit Panjang Plaza for lunch after much consideration. We had Mos Burger :) Ages since I ate this. Small burger with good taste, but exp loh! Shop around before heading to Baby's place.

Time checked was 3plus when I reach his place. Everyone is working while I am slacking. I love this feeling, even though I know its going to be shit when I go back to work the next day. Wana catch a nap but was awake coz its just too hot and stuffy!

Baby is treating Hongkong Cafe (as celebration for having complete his studies at last), so we head to Heartland Mall with Baby's mum, sis and her bf...

End the day with a bloated stomach till I cant sleep!

Signing off @

11:58 PM

Mad Jack @ Bukit Timah

Head for Mad Jack at Bukit Timah ytd afternoon with Baby & his family. Went there for a small "snack"

Baby & I shared this drink called Brain Booster. He need this for his exams la! Anyway, they have really cute names for drinkes there

Sinful yet my favourites! Never fail to order cheese fries when its on the menu. Specially KFCs one!

Looking at it makes me have the craving now..

Baby & I share this - Already taken our lunch

Finally ordered Seafood Pizza as our last course. Initally we thought its going to be average size. Turns out quite big. LOLS.

NICE!

First visit to Mad Jack didnt fail me. I wana go again :)

Aww... Its Monday Blues AGAIN!

Signing off @

12:32 PM

Normal Saturday

Baby came to pick me up

While waiting for him.... Cam-whore :p

Look at my fat meat

Only head out for dinner at Bukit timah plaza.

Love the Thai food there :D Next time must request more chilli in my rice~

Signing off @

10:22 PM

I ♥ Bags!

Fell in ♥ with this bag. Should I buy it anot? :D

30bucks inclusive of delivery charges + it got the ladies look

^^ hee

Signing off @

8:08 PM

"Hope and Pray"

sent everything already. Just hope it get through :(

Signing off @

9:20 PM

:*(

Feel like crying now..

Signing off @

10:51 AM

TIRED

Tired, headache, giddy, foul mood. All coming together at one time..

I got total no mood to work now!

"While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly to her ear...

While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is.

While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her.

While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her..."

"Against Domestic Violence"

Signing off @

11:03 AM

Unexpected surprise

Baby caught me unaware :) He crashed down to punggol to look for me after my tuition. Finished his 3rd paper today, feel so happy for him too!

We had KFC for dinner, then head over to Pasa malam there..Baby then stay at my place till nearly 1am before he left

I feel so talkative when I see him ^^

Signing off @

2:26 PM

Company's Lunch @ Boon Keng

Very budget but at least have got 9 dished (with one dessert FOC)

I cant imagine my boss asked us to add ice to the hot tea :D but in the end HENG got soft drink.

LOL

10 person per table. Great. Get to sit with my girls

Imagine add some ice to that tea? Become?

Siew lee and Joyce

Wendy and Me - My hand is damn fat here!

Me and Grace - why my arm always look so fat?!

Berry and Wendy

The end. We never took pic of the dishes. Overall graded a 5/10 :)

The best shiok part is we took 2hrs for the company lunch instead of 1hr.

Signing off @

10:08 PM

Crunchy Cheezy Bites

:D finally tried this! But think we order too little, luckily manage to get all of us full!

The cheese is damn shiok :) Trio chicken!

Anyway, Happy Mother's day!

Oya! Have already booked tix to Hong kong! Looking forward to it real soon! Yiipppeeeeee!

Signing off @

10:14 PM

"Surprise"

"Surprised" baby by heading to his place this afternoon.. I cab to his place just to pass him a packet of food for lunch. I knew he will be too lazy to head downstair or even cook maggie for lunch when his mum's not around :)

Left an hour later for my tuition lesson..

"surprised" coz I didn't know if he share he same thoughts as me..

Pouring heavily when I reached Punggolfor my tuition. I head to granny place for dinner at night. That's how I spend my saturday!

Feeling so warm now. ~~Fuck~~ this weather

Signing off @

10:31 PM

Jasmine Farewell @ 30th April

She came in later than me, but she is leaving already.. Graduate from degree, she is now seeking better prospect with better pay. Getting a job related to what she is studying, what she is interested in.. Me lea? Still here :(

Anyway, we went to Marina Square Kbox for her farewell after work..

That's almost all of us here (Joyce is the camera girl) Surprising, I didnt took much pic with my camera. Wasn't in the mood to do so because...

Joyce asked me why I am so quiet, in d end I try to play along with everyone to keep myself from thinking what I shouldnt be thinking. Ya, I told myself I should love myself more right..